Bearbear ♥

I'm no longer single. LOL
So fast right?
But I found someone that loves me and cares me.
Shouldn't I appreciate him?
"sou zau guo hau mou teng dapp arh"
xD

But I want him to love me more than I did.
:)
Bearbear..Miss you a lot arh.Faster come back and meet me ah.

I've let go the past.
I'm not a playgirl.
I'm gonna cherish what I have now...

To all friends,
Don't get shock coz he is bearbear..
I've knew him for years..We are not playing.
So hope you all wish us larr :)

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I love ipoh~~love friends

Last weekend i back ipoh and stayed 2 nights at jasmine's house.
Hees.
Happy that I can back to there..thought can only stay a night de..since i have to work on sunday.
but bearbear suddenly said wanna bring me to his friends birthday party then only fetch me back to kampar..
He said got clubbing after that,but cause i need to back to kampar,so i cant follow them for second round~
So sad lorr..i want go also.
called to dad n mum and informed them bout friend's party.
Yay~~! can stay one more night ^^
but lastly we didn't go to birthday party and clubbing also.
Guaizai guai lui~
lolxx

I,Jas,bearbear,meng,ky,yl and siew fei went to eat at jusco~
cause tgv's ticket for chenzhen sold out..
So we went to that gekling cinema (behind yikfoong that one xD)~
haha.jas said she even can heard the beside room geh movie sound~
ya it's a fact.
LOL
but quite enjoy lorr :)
I love outing with friends mah..

Here's a question:
Am I too over if I start a new relationship after 2 weeks I broke up with my ex bf?
bearbear cares me a lot ..and i know that he won't simply dump me aside anytime..
not like my ex.
i told all this to mum.and she said she will support me geh..as long as he treats me good.
But i scare there are some ppl who consider me as playgirl..
I'm not playing with relationships.
I'm not consider bearbear as replacement also..I'm very sure for this..
He will treat me very good de :)


Jasmine~i very miss you arrr~!!
:) dunno how's your prom leh~

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SEM 2,new life.

Yesterday night went cheong-K with albee,nick,ken gorrgorr,haur gor and yeeling :)
Enjoyed very much..
We purposely went to ipoh parade k-box to cheongK.
Crazy @.@
But Syokkk!!

2am++ only reached home..mum showed me her black face.Lol
But coz she sleepy la i know =)

Today started my sem2..
I was too unlucky maybe.
1st class--Management, Lecturer : MS KAM
omg..meet her for this sem again.but still okay la,coz she teach dou quite clear geh.
The biggest fear come le!
2nd class--General maths2, Lecturer : MS TAN!!!!!
F**k.
i shouted "SHIT!" once she came in..but other ppl also did it as well.
See..How bad luck am I.
I dislike her way of teaching..aiyarr..conclusion is I don't want her to teach me la!!
Maybe tomorrow will go to office and apply for class transfer..
If time slot not okay for me,then no choice le.
I have to depend on my ownself once again..
Depends on her arr? I sure die le.
Haih..
Moody moody moody.

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Results for Y1S1 :)

Result had been released :)
Phewww~
Luckily I pass all the subjects..
CGPA 3.3711
--Basic English got A
--General Maths1 got A
--Principles of Economics got B
--Critical Thinking got B
--Financial Accounting got B-

I quite satisfied with it lerr :)
Since I didn't put much effort on this time's exam..
Thanks god.
Next sem I need to be more hardworking to catch up woth other ppl.
I want my CGPA rise to over 3.5

I thought I couldn't pass my accounting exam coz I didn't manage to finish answering the questions..
25 marks I left blank..
Luckily man.
Pheww~

I've called to someone once I saw my result.
:)
Not the one I've mentioned in previous post.
If he saw this then for sure he knows who he is.
Lol~
Thanks coz you are here.

Happy~~~~~
And congratz to all friends who passed their exams..
And for those who are not happy with the results,
cheer and don't be too upset..
Don't give up easily :)
You sure can get good results okay :)

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Camwhoring with new bought dress =)

Don't worry for me larr dear friendss..

I'll be okay..

These pics were taken just now...

=)

to prove that I'm okay.

Lolz

No la..coz too boring and dun wan think so much.

So do nonsense caamwhoring lorr.

Thanks for jas to choose this dress for me =)

I and her also like this so much~

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放开一切

放手吧
郭紫琼

放开一切了，对我对他都是好的。
我知道自己没那个能力再把我们的感情经营下去了...
不是不爱了
也不是爱的不够多
只是我知道自己的性格
再继续下去，你会遍体鳞伤的。

老土地说一句，长痛不如短痛。
你现在痛，总比以后才来后悔更加好。
希望你过得比我幸福

我又想过要挽回的
可是
再仔细想想，你既然选择了分开，既然你认为这样我会快乐，
那就这样吧。
不再作无谓的挣扎...你也应该要放下我了，
因为只有放下我你才可以过得很幸福
真的。

放手吧，
放过你自己，知道吗？
你要过得比我幸福，一定一定要。
江家俊，我爱你~
你的戒指我会一直戴着，直到能够把你忘了的那一天。

虽然真的很可惜，这份感情就这样没了
可是
如果有缘的话，我们还是一样会遇回对方的
我坚信这一点

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最后一次的我爱你，你别爱我了

他，放手了。
一直撑着的感情，没了。
是我变心？死心？心灰？
我真的承受不了远距离的感情...
这几天一直对他很冷漠，原本想好好谈谈之间的问题，
看来他知道我们的感情也变质了
他当了坏人
我知道他要让我好过
他不想我痛苦
他要我开心...
可是说了过后才发现
这结果并没让我开心到哪里去
我不希望彼此闹成这样
自从跟他一起后我就很少哭了
今天却哭了

为了伤害他那么深而哭
他是爱我的
我也爱他
可是现实中存在的问题令我们很难再走下去
昨天，前天，我可以对你冷漠
以后更加不用说了。
我不值得你爱我那么深,
所以，快忘了我吧
放过你自己

我没有背叛你，
是我战胜不了其他的问题
我对不起你
这份那么好的感情让我浪费掉了
我不是人
我不配
不配让你爱着我

我心里永远都忘不了你
你要比我幸福千万倍
因为是我亏欠了你。
对不起，谢谢你，我爱你

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2 Days 1 night at ipoh =)

11.09.2010
I went for 5S1 reunion steamboat dinner.
Damn nice ~ I miss all of them..so enjoy the GOOD TIMES with them ^^
We ate at Good Time Restaurant~haha
Tan Sai Gai at greentown branch.

Although some of them were being forced to be absent,but it's okay =)
Coz we will not forget you all also de ^^
I'm expecting the next reunion for us again.

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Midnight,
(I stayed overnight at jasmine's hse)
I,Jasmine and her bro went for clubbing lorr.
Go there to meet friends.
At first we thought at Barroom?
But too many ppl there..then changed to opposite of it~Hades.
I almost lost my mind clarity last night..
I was holding my beer bottle and dance with jasmine,
Suddenly her bro wanna exchanged bottle with me.
He kept forcing me to let go my bottle.
Then I just gave him my bottle..
He drank it and he started to feel hot >.<
And started to fatt hao =.=
Luckily not me kena >.<
After he got some rest then ok edy..
Pheww~luckily.
Drank 4 or 5 bottles and startes to feel dizzy..
Spent 2 hours at there only~
When I started to get drunk~
Got few guys came and accosted me LOL
"Hi,Xiujie~
May I know what's your name~?"
Me : " HAR?! "
Guy: "Xiujie, May I know what's your name?"
Me: " HAR?!"
Guy: "Can we be a friend~?" (Super polite way)
XD
I just smile to him~
Then my new fren said : " For what you find my gf? "
LOL
=.=
Zadou.

next,
"Hi, my name is Ah soon,you?"
(Jas wanted e to tell him my name is Bibi)
Me: "Bibi~"
He cheers with me.
LOL
Guys..Haih.

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And today,
I drove jas's car to find bearbear coz jas need to discuss smtg with her friend.
And I dun wanna disturb them.
This is my very first time to drive in ipoh after I got my car license XD
Still ok for me la.
Then when almost reach bearbear hse..
Jas's car broke down arr!!!
Car battery super expired and died jorr.
The car just cant be started again..
Stopped at middle road..
T^T
Luckily Bearbear came and rescue me err..
And his super nice father =)
And super nice passer by =D
Thanks to them a lot.
Uncle beh lead me to a shop n changed the car battery~
Luckily bearbear n him pui me that time.
Coz I scared.
I thought I spoilt Jas's car.
Huh..luckily man.
I took bus back to kampar at 3pm++
Super serious traffic jam..
Luckily I still managed to arrive at 5pm++
Coz I have my part time job.
=)

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And..
I have some conflict..rightnow.
Gonna solve it..
=(
but will hurt someone.

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♥ Fun time with friends..Love u all ♥

Wow..Ignored my blog for many days edy XD
Well..Finish exam and we've enjoyed a BBQ Party on 6th Sept.
Enjoy,Enjoy and Enjoy.
=)
Miss the time... Will we be in in the same class next sem?
Who knows??
=D
Btw,thanks for attending the party.

Next, I've made hair rebonding on tuesday..
Cost me..no no, costs my mum RM 200.
XD
But good quality larr.
and got leng zai to see mahh..that's y so expensive XDD
JKJK.

Wednesday,
I felt damn happy on that day =)
I took bus alone back to ipoh..
Dare-nya me.
Haha..Coz this's the first time i take short journey bus alone..
And Mr bear come and fetch me once i reached the bus stop.
He sent me to bank and sign agreement..
Coz my dad is going to buy a new car,for me i think.
XD
After i settled all the things then he fetch me to his house lorr =)
My first time to go to a guy friend's house without companion..
LOL
His neighbours and family think I'm his special friend bahh..I think.
XD
coz his neighbour smile is like... =DD
LOL
I spent around 3 hours ++ in his house to watch tv and online lorr.
Thanks to his mum's treat ^^
Rojak and aiyubing.
XDD

We went to jasmine's hse to fetch her to jusco =)
To watch Cat n Dog's 3D
Bearbear watch edy de..
but he said wanna watch again =.=
Anyway,the animals are quite cute :)

We went to Ipoh Garden East to find food to eat
Gosh we've entered a cafe.. Friends Cafe
I thought the food there won't be so expensive..
Once i opened the menu..
Set-- RM27.90 excluded drinks
@.@
Others ala carte-- RM 20 and above..
If you see that you'll be scared I tell you.
Haha..
Erm. taste is just okok lo..
After that bearbear fetch me back to kampar..
He and jasmine play with my Feizai..
Feizai very like them =)
and they very like it also
XD
Have fun with my dear friends :)

When will be the next meet again?
:)
I miss you all.

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=( Contrast mood )=

Well..
It's a good sign that I post this at afternoon time =)
Coz usually you will never see my blog post during afternoon time.
Then why today I'm here now??
Hohoho~
Coz I have free time rightnow.
And
Coz economics exam has already done~
And luckily I was still able to answer those question.
But Chapter 10's question not so well llorr.
Coz I didn't study for it.
This morning only I start with the revision.
And I woke up around 1130 today, minus out those zab ba lang stuffs, I still have 1 hours ++ to study 10 chapters ^^
So, I quite satisfied lerr =)
At least I don't have the Emo mood now for the exam.

Okay, Don't talk about exam.
Talk about me,
my parents gonna shift their working place lerr.
That means I'm no longer stay together with them, and I will start to drive to campus next month..
You know, they are always busy with job, and this I only experienced 3 or 4 years staying together with them..
Other time I was stayed together with relatives or grandma.
I'm not blaming them,
but I feel so unwilling to be apart with them.
I do love my parents so much.
One more thing, I need to find a new house for me to stay..
And how about my doggy?
My parents will bring it to their new environment after 1 month they stayed at there..
Coz they need to seek new and suitable place to stay also..
Within this 1 month, I think I'm the one who suppose to take care of it..
It's not a big problem coz I love it too..
But I worry about it..
Coz it used to be stay inside home..
If I rent a new room, I worry that the host will not allow me to take care of it even outside the house...

Feel unhappy..
I'm sad coz I need to be apart with my parents again,
but I know they will definitely come and visit me during their off day..
And I also can go to find them every week if I free.
But how about my doggy worr..Haiz..

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